Friday, September 26, 2008

26/9/08

Fuck. I just fucked EVERYTHING up with everyone.

I told B I didn't think it was a good idea not to talk anymore, and he has just completely cut me off and now I realize that I can't do it without him.

I have now had to admit to S EVERYTHING- yes, including this- and am hoping that mine and B can talk at least a little bit again.

So now he knows, and B will know, and they will never think of me in the same way again.

Fuck.

Will keep you posted.

1 comment:

belle svelte said...

hey,

I hope things betweeen you and B work out. I really don't know what to say about you telling him (unforunately, I don't know what kind of advice would be appropriate...), but atleast you have someone to watch your back! Thanks for writing on my blog...good to have your support. I will keep your tips in mind the next time I am in the kitchen.